Risk Appetite

  Is there really a greater risk in taking risk than being continued with the job attached with choice-risk? And probably the most common answer to it comes as ‘yes’.  Most of people digest this choice-risk over a span of 5-6 years and they are gradually adapted to the job. Now the same job is no more boring, or even if it is boring, no problem! They can’t do anything other than accepting it. At this point of time you can not threat the job because time has slipped from your hands by fastening some permanent obligations to your shoulders. And that’s why, I think, this ‘yes’ becomes more intense from the obligation points of view.  A few brave hearts dare to duel with time with their responsibility-tied-shoulders. ‘Is their sword rusted or sharp?’ Is big question to me. As a result either they are made or lost. But whatever be the result, it comes in positive. This positive is the complacency, no regret feeling of ‘could I have tried’. ‘Atleast   I tried my best, I did my karma’ is the consolation to their failure.

But being my case, I think my watch is not so old. I have time; my shoulders are only as burdened temporarily as that of school going child, I can digest risk of anything easily than that of choice-risk. I want to take risk; I want to put my watch at stake because I don’t want to say ‘could I have tried’ to myself. I don’t want to see myself after 15 years as I have seen people in their forties saying they could have been something if they could have tried. I have decided to take risk to prove the saying ‘I can do’.  I know my decision may be wrong but decision can not be judged at starting because it’s the final result which decides the fate of decision.

I pray God fill me with the energy to take the challenges, to perform my karmas. I know it’s the fate what you get which is God’s wish, written in His register but my Karmas are in my own hands. Let me do first what I can do.